3 months out!----248lbs--Down 65lbs.!!!!

O---M---G!!!!  First of all it has been a couple of weeks since my last entry, but I have a lot going on right now--Lets Discuss.....  I am now 248lbs!  The last time I was 248lbs. was 7 years ago when I got pregnant with my first child!!!  I am feeling GREAT! When I left off a couple of weeks ago I was in the midst of getting ready for a small vacay to Las Vegas!  I weighed 256lbs on the day I flew to Vegas. That was the 19th.  Not only did we have a blast, but there is so much walking to be done there!  I could NEVER have done all the walking that I did, 60lbs. ago!  That is for sure!  I did it in a quick pace, nothing ached and I didn't get winded! Hallelujah!!! That alone was a milestone for me!  So when I got back on the 23rd, I weighed myself with the thought that I must have lost at least 5 pounds from just all the walking I did!  NOPE!! I was so shocked! I didn't lose a single pound! Still 256lbs!  How can that be?  I was not only annoyed, but worried that I was in a lull again!  So I decided that I wasn't going to weigh myself at all the rest of the week until I went to my 3 month check-up with my surgeon.  On 12/1 I weighed 250lbs.  Which crossed off one of my weight loss goals!!!  Well today December 4th 2009 I weigh 248lbs!!!! Michael and I were just looking at old pictures and we ran across one of Noah and I taken Fall/2004 and I almost vomited a little in my mouth.

I was probably around 285lbs in this pic.  I remember feeling ugly and I didn't want to sit that way-but we all know how those generic school photo poses are! BTW Noah was in a RARE bad mood that day, which made this pic EXTRA horrid.  I NEVER WANT TO HAVE A PICTURE LIKE THAT OF ME AGAIN!!!! I am so much happier now!  How I am able to tell the difference, is in clothes. I am currently in a size 20 in jeans, although they are a little loose! I am in a 1x top and I have lost in the Boobage dept. as well!  Before I was a 42-44DDD/G NOW I am a 42DD!!  WTF!!!  I hope I don't end up having floppy pancake boobies.  Although if I do--there is always surgery to correct that!  Anyway!  I never in my wildest dreams thought that I will have lost 65lbs. in 3 months.  I am happier than I have been in a long time and I can't wait till I reach my next milestone of 225lbs!!!!  Peace Out!

Week 10 Post-OP---258lbs----Down 55lbs

I am now down 55lbs!  I am so excited!  However, I will admit I was a bit worried there with not having lost more weight the last couple of weeks.  I guess that is a testament to the fact that I need to get more active and start working out!  Although, I am now in a size 20 jeans, and an 18/20 top!  I am feeling lighter and I am looking forward to starting a more serious exercise routine!

Week 9 Post-OP---262lbs----Down 51lbs

Today is my 37th birthday!!!  What a better way to celebrate than to be 51 pounds  lighter!!!! I only lost 1 pound since last week, but I am not going to freak out about it.  I guess this is the "lull" I have been hearing about!  I saw my Nutritionist, Sally yesterday and she is more than happy with my progress!  She said 50 lbs in the first 2 months is awesome!  I am doing great so far, I just need to work on getting all my fluids in!  For me it is hard to constantly drink something all day, especially since I can't "chug" it.  I usually get in 40 to 48 oz a day--but need to strive for that 64oz! I was finally given the go ahead to eat salad! I have been dying for a freaking piece of lettuce. Go figure! Me--dying for LETTUCE. Laughable.  When my husband and I first started dating, it was pretty humorous when we went out to eat because he almost always ordered a caesar salad for his meal and I usually got steak or a burger. When the server would bring our food, guess which one I would get? They always gave me the salad!  Is that the stereotype? Man+Red Meat=Stronger  and Woman+Salad=Diet !!!!  Just a bunch of CRAP!  To tell you the truth, my husband rarely eats red meat, he doesn't like burgers and if I were to tell him that I wanted to be a Vegan tomorrow he would say Great! Let's do it!  He doesn't realize what a huge support he is and I just realized how much, this week! For many WLS patients, their support system is usually their significant other. Prior to surgery, many of these people got heavy with their partners and then most of the time, one has the surgery.  Post surgery can be very hard on a relationship, due to one partner losing weight and the other, most likely, not changing their eating habits. It can really sabotage your journey! (At least this is what I have read--please don't blast me for saying some untruths!)  I am very fortunate to have a partner that eats healthy and never, ever goes to fast food places. He is very aware of how much he eats and stops even before he feels full.  In retrospect, I have only seen him, in the 10 years I have known him, uncomfortable from eating a meal, only about a handful of times.  This has been a tremendous help!  I can't imagine having a partner who didn't try to change their eating habits as well.  I can only imagine it would cause a lot of resentment. On both ends.  So to my husband Michael, I love you with all my heart. Thank you for always trying to set a good example of healthy eating for our kids and especially NOW, me. ( I say trying, because I will admit, he does FORGET to eat sometimes.  Pre-op this used to boggle my brain.  I would NEVER FORGET to eat. I couldn't even comprehend how this could happen!)  Anyway---I am going to enjoy my birthday with my girlfriends tonight!  They are taking me out to a Japanese Steakhouse/Sushi! I am very excited!  Tomorrow, Michael has reservations somewhere for just us and I have no idea where! Its a surprise! So thank you for reading and all of your support! Peace Out!

Week 8 Post-OP---263lbs----Down 50lbs!!!!

Today I weighed myself and I am officially down 50 pounds!!!!  FIFTY POUNDS!!  I am so ecstatic!  I can't believe I have lost 50lbs in 8 weeks--it's mind boggling!  I have to confess that I haven't been exercising like I should be, but on the flip side I just got official "clearance" to work out on machines at a gym now so NO MORE STALLING! Now is the time to get into a solid routine--I am checking out a couple of gyms to see which one will suit my needs best! But truthfully, I can totally feel the difference in my body and how I feel!  My sleep is better and my energy is definitely better than what it used to be.  I have a plan and I am going to do my best to stick to it!  So anyway, I do have some other news--if there are squeamish readers out there, then read no further--However, it is was it is.  Some of you may or may not know that I was diagnosed with endometrial cancer 5 years ago.  Well after 5 years of being cancer-free I have been told I definitely need a hysterectomy. After my miracle baby was born last year ( I say miracle, because I was told I would never be able to have kids again) I started to experience very heavy periods and now it's out of control--It's like I am hemorrhaging every time. Totally disgusting.  So while before the surgery I was totally against having a hysterectomy, because at age 36 I wasn't ready to give up the idea of possibly having another child--I really wanted a girl--NOW I can't wait to have it!  I think having WLS changed my whole attitude.  I am ready to focus on me and get myself healthy for myself and for my family. I have neglected myself for too long.  I am ready to get on with life!  My surgery is on Dec. 9th and hopefully everything will be fine!  I go to see my Nutritionist tomorrow and I can't wait for the next "tier" of food that I am able to have--I believe I am allowed to have SALAD!!  I am so happy for that!  I will post with news from that appt. tomorrow!  Peace Out!!

Week 7 Post-OP---270lbs----Down 43lbs

I can't believe I have lost 43lbs in less than 2 months!  I am so amazed!  My clothes feel good and I feel lighter in my step.  I had to race up the stairs last night and, before if I did, it was a freakin' chore.  First of all, there would have been no "racing" involved.  I hated stairs before.  I would get so winded and my knees would crack and make all these sounds. Yes, even just one flight of house stairs.  It was pretty brutal and sad.  However, when I needed to get something from upstairs I just sent Michael or Noah and they would get it for me.  Sleeping has been great as well.  Even though before surgery I was diagnosed with sleep apnea and I had been sleeping with a CPAP machine, I have to admit that I haven't been using it now for about a month and I feel fine.  Michael said he really hasn't heard me snore so I guess thats a good thing!  I go to see my Doctor on Friday and we will see what their scale says-because I hear from other patients that the scale at the docs office always weighs you heavier--but whatever, I am going to stick with my scale!  I am still not on a good routine with my vitamins, but I am aware that I need to get into a better mindset about them.  I am doing good with my protein intake,  I get in an average of 65 to 80 grams a day, and sometimes exceeding my requirement of 89 grams. I have discovered that my unflavored protein powder is good in a few things other than chicken broth--which I haven't really had since the first 2 weeks after surgery.  I love Chai tea and I discovered a sugar free version of the Oregon Chai brand concentrate!  LOVE IT!!  I have an authentic Oprah Winfrey mug that my sister-in-law Susan gave to me after she had appeared on her show (Cool right!) (Sidenote* That was the only gift she received from the show and she gave it to me because she knows how much I love Oprah!!) Anyway, that is my favorite mug and it is 16 oz. So I fill it with Skim deluxe milk plus 1/4 cup of chai concentrate--heat it up and add 2 scoops of the unflavored Nectar brand protein powder--(which is 20grams of protein) (10g per scoop) I also add a couple sprinkles of pumpkin pie spice and it is absolutely heaven!!!  After reading all these reviews on the Nectar Fuzzy Navel protein powder, I broke down and bought the Grab-N-Go container and I tried it and I HATED IT!!! It was so disgusting!  I was so hoping that would have been a good thing for me!  A week later, I tried it again, this time (per reviews) mixing it with some crystal light--Still Terrible!!!!  Ugggghhh! Now I have this huge container of powder that I don't know what to do with---Any suggestions? Anybody want samples?? I will mail you a couple if you want to test them before you buy. Let me know! Well I am off to bed--will post later on. Peace Out!

Week 6 Post-OP---272lbs----Down 41bs

It is hard to believe it has already been a little over 6 weeks since my surgery!  I am feeling good, not 100%, but I am starting to get into a routine.  I feel so great about myself!  I took Noah to a birthday party last weekend and I threw on my jeans that were a size 26, and they were SWIMMING  on me! It looked terrible! I had been wearing a size 24 and even those are getting loose, so I went to good ole' Lane Bryant to find a new pair of jeans and a top or two.  I tried on a size 22 and was shocked when I could button and zip them up!!!  My shirt size also went down I was a 26/28 and I tried on a 22/24 and that fit, but I also tried on an 18/20 and it fit great-could have been the cut as well, but hey I will take it!  I felt really sexy, and I was so happy at the change that was coming in the future!  Just walking in the Mall I felt lighter on my feet and I wasn't "lumbering" along, getting out of breath, with my back hurting like I used to!  I was really happy!

Week 5 Post-OP---279.5lbs----Down 33.5lbs!!

Its been 5 weeks since my surgery and things are going well!  For the most part I can eat pretty much what I want, within reason that is!  I am still having some issues getting in my protein and liquids, but I am always trying to get them down nonetheless.  I see the differences in my face and tummy and in my upper arms.  So that is cool.  Not changed that much in size, but starting to feel like my size 24 jeans are loosening up.  Exercise is my biggest hurdle right now, so I am working on that as well.  Not much else to say, I will write more later. Peace out.